7:03 a.m.
I am still awake
Bone weary, dawn’s clarity
Breaks upon my chest.
You still sleep – I picture what I cannot draw –
And in a few pale hours you’ll start the day
Another person.
But before I can faint again
Into a frayed old question, love or art
Revitalised into this cynic’s brain,
There’s sudden sweet exhaustion; when alert
These jumped-up arty hands will not begin
In case rough transit to the page
Damages the weak idea within
But hell - enough! - with poetry’s wretched dirge,
Now falling in, now out of love with form
It doesn’t matter; I’ll cast off the grey
And grasp with inky fingers at the pale blue dawn
That strokes my hands and colours in the day.
Beyond the night’s taut focus, lines are blurred;
Familiar shapes are not what they once were.
And though I cannot be sure that I mean it,
That I can really mean anything at this moment,
I somehow trace the velvety words;
I love you very much…
Perversely, it feels right.
An ending.
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